Missing You
All these thoughts racing in my head Randomly floating it seems But...I know better So what is my subconcious trying to tell me? My heart is so heavy It's been a tough year indeed To be divorced, I was ready In fact, I was overdue Single parenthood? I can handle that too But, losing my mom? I could never prepare for that I miss your voice And simply talking to you I miss your laugh I miss all things unique to you I know we joked, you guys called me mom two I just never imagined it would come so soon So much has changed Theres so much more in my hands God doesnt give us what we cant handle I intend to handle it with grace, best as I can I hope your looking down on us I pray that we make you proud Grieving isn't easy, but yes, I'm okay I've been holding all this in Not really sure why it chose to escape today Again, the rain is falling Again, it reminds me of you Remember the rain dances we used to do? You taught me strength You showed me co