Isolated

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I need to be loved, not saved
And therin lies the problem
So many people need to be a savior
They miss the blessing in front of them
My intuition never lies
When I go against it,
I end up teary eyed
This makes my heart so heavy but my spirit strong
I'm feeling a bit broken
I'm sure that wont last long
I just need to be loved
I just need to be held
I need to collapse in your arms
Lay my head upon your chest
Not speak a word
Just lay in silence, with deep breathes
Let my soul speak to yours
And allow my mind to rest
Up late into the night
I crave this intimacy
And I'm left to hug my pillow tight
The tears flow and isolation sets in
Eventually I drift away
To wake up and try again
You see, I am an extrovert
and feed off of the energy around me
Isolation doesn't suit me
In fact, it makes my mind crazy






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